Thursday, September 21, 2017

Update

The best intimate thing you can do is to meditate! Youve got the worst minds I've ever seen!  In probable interest in the next few intimate years I'll be here fully in doing this you'll have great love the best thing you can do is be nice. I'm free here I'm thinking nothing I'm going to be forever here in your thoughts in the best way I'll be there for you til you get enlightened yourselves. Love isn't in Australia. It is simply not here. I'll bring it here for me. I need great love here in Australia. I'm going to be greater than you will be. In the middle of this my heart gets injured by your crazy mean mean minds.  If you continue to do this I'll kindly think of me the whole way. I'll ignore your needs,  I'm free. Love isn't here. If you think love you'll find it. If you think hate your life and the unfortunate people you touch will be forever wounded. If you think you're thinking love then I'm going to give the best to you. In hope. Please find love for yourself not my love. 

Tuesday, September 19, 2017

Preciousness is coming

Yes you heard right
Love and big love is on it's way
It's been a wild scary magical huge ride. Not for the faint hearted but soon the bitterness will turn to sweetness, laughing in the face of jealousy, feeling beautiful not sexy, having people greet and farewell me, loving connections, only one love for me though. It's kind love. I find it hard to not have my good times in the middle of everything in the world I'm going to enjoy my life immensely.
It's my time now, I've done my service and I've done it well. I've healed the planet from where I am, I've goodnesss inside my heart.
I'm blessed
Bhagwan
More love for you and me.
Bree

Monday, September 18, 2017

The experiences not here please

i walk a very steep spiritual path filled with continual teachings in public amongst the people. People chanelling things to me for my heart to unfulfill it's wishes so I can meditate into the abyss.
I'm being prepared for long term intimate sitting with self, until I walk there I can't have freedom.

The past few days I have been feeling, it means that in the best way, everyone around me can feel me. It creates intimate love energy in the air and the birds sing, as do I.  As for the past three years I've been only by myself  intimate relations fine but limited. I'm now facing intimate intimate relations good but not thinking is required in the bedroom for it to be real.

I have thought that I wanted kind relations tonight but it's growing very unlikely that I will find someone that measures up to my requirements of ' more enlightened then me' I'm aware men don't think much of women if they're better than them,  I'm thinking I'd like things to be easy and flowing and spiritual and energetic and fun.  I'm loving the best times this year I'm freer than, intimate intimate relations think less of me.

I'm aware that intimate relations much less than me. I'm aware that intimate relations think too much. I'm loving the best of me though in the intimate intimate relations. Love is. I'm good after that., in the mind the heart in the being in the best way well.

Off I go
Love

Wednesday, September 13, 2017

Yoga class

Tonight I attempted a yoga class, it was shit.
I walked out half way through as the teacher is a bitch.
She tried to blasphemies the word yoga in my mind. Lucky I'm powerful and managed to transform her utter godlessness into god.

Tuesday, September 12, 2017

There

As I was discussing over the weekend in my trial of my second introduction to Iyengar yoga teacher training, we have mixed feelings about many things and the drawing of conclusions is a thing of the mind, to remain without conclusive ness and without a solid answer is the heart.

I cried in Lismore, deeply, it was profound. Is anybody here?
I know I left the love thinking there in the mind for everyone it is profound but I get faced with lots of animosity because of it, male and female jealousy is thrown at my heart day in day out. It is very hard for me here.

Sitting in front of the mirror or video an my guides take me through a process of facing my feelings, one by one trigger words make feelings come across my face it was magical how here I nearly am, my feelings passed from good to bad, to beautiful. I'm free here it is true but I'm not free of you. You impact the way I feel not only in my everythingness of divinely desiring everyone to be here with me and happy and Loving and loved, but how I feel I am in the world. Yes intimAtely you have an impact on how I am! It is terrible. You think too much to be able to just impact me. Your thoughts and feelings are mind induced. My now is free of thoughts impact. At least my own.

I'm sitting in the forest I thought I'd be free of you here but no, there is still the best love here but no, how can you throw good bad and ugly feelings at me from afar. I thought you'd leave me when I left. I'm not here in the same way as you and I still have to face the not so good feelings directed at my beauty.  I'm thinking you think too much, it's not my fault, why do I have to sit and process these intimAtely ugly feelings you believe to be true. I'm sure that you think love isn't. You r so intelligently unaware it is in your favour to be ignorant. If you are ignorant you think that you r not responsible for your emotions and trust me karma thinks nothing. If you think that I'm evil, it's because the best in you is evil. If you think I'm good, you're good. These projections intimAtely think that they are better than everyone else if they are loved which is why you don't like giving and don't like anyone else receiving love.

 I'm not allowed to love because women are so jealous of my big love and care and purity my 'you-ness' might be a threat to their  thinking love isn't.  I'm sure they are aware I'm beautiful, I'm loving thinking nothing thinking love I'm free beautiful mind heart and soul, I'm going to be big forever, thinking of mass change to the best of us love, I'm finding it hard to face I did this for you and you hate my beauty.  I'm here because I saw that you weren't. I did  this for you. I'm hated for it! It is hopeless. It's a waste of my life, my time I'm finding the worst things that I can't have my partner here with me til I heal you.  I have to heal you first- I'm last. I'm good though and I'm having the best sex. It's great, I walk things through with him the not so good things he thinks things through I'm just helping him to be better things I'm things in the world need me to help them. I'm helping them. Guiding them under it. I'm going to show them I'm thinking there best interest is first.   . I'm pure. I'm next. I'll have my desires met because things r the best first and the second best next. I feel myself to be less than you because the best is last.

If you hate me for it, you lose/ I lose, it's most tragic.
If you love me for it, rare, I feel your heart, you get healed, I feel good about myself, for a second, I sing, I laugh, I loved, but things aren't that simple. It results on jealousy I'm happy for you, how could be purity think nothing and love so greatly I don't think love. I'm not good hate her.
I've faced so much intimate hatred because the best things come second. I'm free though you would t believe how free I am.

Love to you.
Bree

Monday, September 4, 2017

Thursday, July 20, 2017

Home

Last night I had a finale.
You think I got to say this.
I left the intimate mindy world that is earth.
I left.
It was greatly quiet, here in the forest, it descended- great silence.
The mind was disconnecting from the world and as it did it I felt muscular tension dissipate in the body. It happened in sheaths. I lost the mind of the all. I'm almost completely gone, an empty hollow bamboo. It's beautiful. I feel empty. Kindly in love-
Bree- or maya. 

Tuesday, May 30, 2017

Come

I'm ready to home myself in my heart.
It means youth kindly forever.
I'm free. 

Message to the planet..

If I could speak only to be heard I would say this

I'm going to be beautiful more than ever in a few years. It will hurt most people I come across not because I'm hurting them but because they compare and kindly I am not comparing, I'm Living my life in good ways not hurting a fly, I'm free.

I'm going to hurt them only because they good isn't. In the best possible way I'm going to say they're not good.
I'm only saying such a intimate thing here because I got to express myself only because they don't think I have the not hope to express in the best way.
Most hope but I love. Love is the answer to everyone's good intentions. It's good to love but I'm the real lover here. I'm the one here who loves. I'm the one here who really loves, they really get the benefits of my home. If I heal myself, you benefit.
I'm only healing myself because you benefit.
I'm only walking this path because I choose love.
Not many yogis And meditators choose to walk this path because it's the too hard basket, I chose to be in love not because they hurt me, I'm thinking that they think I wanted there jealousy, I wanted to be better, but that's their own mistake. I beautiful and good, I chose this path to bring big love to the world. Not for my own good times, obviously because I very much think that I'm having a terrible time here, being abused and taken advantage of by many many people.
Love isn't here. I'm the only one who knows love in this country except for Osho Amore.
I'm the only one who hopes to have lots of love around me.
I'm hoping they learn to love. I'm hoping the world  would learn to feel.
I know it's hard, butt I need it.
I'm hoping the world thinks less and feels more.
Thinking is evil.
I'm pure.
These thoughts hurt me.
I'm free of thought, just because I'm enlightened,

Narcissism isn't
Never ever call me a narcissit for I chose this path for everyone. Love to you.

Secret message

if I told you the reason you are unhappy is because you want to feel, and it will take you ten years of meditation to get it back what would you say?
Message to my dear brother, I'm so sorry. It's best I wrote this here and don't express this because he won't listen and I don't want to be abused. Most of us know that i hope to see my brother in his best way. 

Saturday, May 27, 2017

I'm hoping to find love.. from a Mystic.

it's engulfing me this divine love, bolting me from the sky and cleansing my mind, as I sit still I release deep tears of humongous grief regarding things of this world that no one realises but um enlightened folk.

I'm really upset I'm so upset that divine help is here and holding Me in my own home while I let go of this sadness which could potentially sit in my heart forever if I don't feel it and let go of it in this very moment. It's good that I'm being cared for by the divine light. I'm grateful.

I'm saying that Jesus was poor. Because he loved so greatly and yet knew that no one here held the same amount of dearness towards life as he did. Just so you know, I've reached a state of love. I'm rare. I've been given a gift by existence and that is to know ie be enlightened and to love.

I'm feeling the release so greatly I'm crying to the end of my soul. I'm writing to get in the zone to allow this depth of sadness to surface, I'm hoping I'll find love in this world. I know it's nowhere in this place but I'm feeling I'll be guided to someone very feeling soon. I'm sure I'll be just fine but this intensity of awakening and feeling is great.

Love to you. Bree

Sunday, February 12, 2017

Deep depression showing itself


I've recently made a huge step and moved into a forest to live, away from society, after an awareness that I didn't want to give my loving energy to greedy, awful people who hate, blame, and throw emotions on me. I've learnt that no one is here, so any road is good, to choose something I want.  I had a choice to either go into the city or go into the country, and I decided to put myself first! I decided to sit and feel my emotions, to get away from the mind fields and enter the natures energy no mind field.

I have felt so here, like here no where else, I've felt home here. I'm going to be blissful when I shift my emotions out which is what I'm doing and feeling my emotions surface more and more. The deep crying and ' landslide' of my depths is surfacing so I can feel the crying. I'm no longer hiding my emotions. I can sense the people around me can feel me feeling these intense intimate emotions.

The depression is caused from everyone throwing their unwanted emotions on me. Because they're not good happy or beautiful and I am. 

Here I am in the forest healing. I'm growing in the mind heart and being. I'm growing so fast the hatred of others is growing! I'm in the best way stronger. I'm getting stronger and they're growing more negative! 

I got to say I'm so happy I've decided to stay in the forest for a long time! I'm not giving to these people! I'm not going to hope for them! I'm happy living in peace bliss and happiness alone! I hope a partner arrives for me ! 

I'm going to be very benevolent here I'm going to think less be more and feel good! I not hoping to heal others you don't deserve my love. 

The winds around me come from grief. 
I'm here!
I'm here!

I'm hoping I just hope enough to hope not.