Sunday, March 13, 2016

Lomi Lomi course at Stradbroke island...

So I decided to take myself away for a blissful holiday of action...
All in all it was beautiful !
Hope was there, a lot of love energy. And clearing of emotional stuff.
I felt good just good.
I got myself in a deep state, in transit on the way home, the mind went into turmoil amongst so many people, I felt crazed by the crowd. It helped me see where I was.
I needed to feel more.
I was blocked by the negative emotions of the people.
I was feeling hurt by them.

Monday, March 7, 2016

How can he...

God took my heart
I'm not sure
Just took it from me
Just took it
Just took it
Anthony stole it
He took my heart from me
It just is true
How could he
How could he take it
It's not real
Our love
It's fake
I don't really love
He took
He took my heart
It's true
It really only happened
It happened
It happened

Finding my feeling...

So my plan is to sit around in my new apartment for the next 3 months.

This will bring back my feeling, and love will enter my being on greater scale, I'll feel happier being able to be more present and conscious of happenings.

I hope to be able to love. Lots and lots of love.

3 months. A long time to practice non doing.
Well I've been non doing for 3 mths already. I have opened into feeling my body more. I can feel my own intimate feelings. It is much more fun than pretending to enjoy time w others.
On the weekend I'm doing a Lomi Lomi course... It will be healing. I will meet new people and enjoy a lot of massage.