Saturday, March 23, 2013

Quotes_Great Mystics

                                              'Everytime you are empowered you will be tested'
                                                                    Caroline Myss


                                                       

Friday, March 22, 2013

Love chant

Feel like you've fallen and are fallng? DRINK UP! this vital nectar will uplift your soul and connect you to spirit. Love to you

'“Patitam, patantam patishyantam dh√£rayati it dharmaha” – 
This means one who has fallen (past tense), one who is in the state of falling (present tense) or one who is about to fall (future tense), morally, physically, mentally, intellectually and consciously, then that which lifts those who have fallen or in the state of falling or may fall later and upholds and sustains him is dharma.'

Courtesy of BKS Iyengar..
{someone who has fallen out of a love state, in the heart, ie someone playing around with fear, sex and power, control, mind games ie most, if not all of us. and so, 'patitam, patantam.......' ;D.}



Sanskrit, the language, when pronounced correctly holds the powerful resonance and vibration of the words expressed. It is a way to manifest and work with the energy of now.  The mantra 'patitam' can bring us up to the heart chakra from lower sex and power chakras so that we can live and be in a space of love aka peace.  Spread the words, live a conscious life, live the dharma?

 

Reading signs...

I saw an owl on the street last night driving to byron from the ashram, it was dark, the magnificent owl was lit by the car lights on the opposite side of the road, it was looking back over its shoulder - you couldn't see its face!!

A few moments before a frog was crossing my path, and i expected it would make it past and didnt slow a great deal, the frog lost its foot and slipped almost under my wheel, i slammed on the brakes, he made it free and i burst into tears,,,,  from here on i slowed and watched for animals very carefully... then the owl came...


Nature leaves the most wonderful signs.. i am on the right path, and nature is here for me, and you... For this i feel a deep gratitude. :D

To me this was symbolic, the tripping of the frog and the near death, reminds me of where i am right now, its like im so close to living a life of ultimate freedom and beatttiude, and that i just need to make it past this last massive mountain, where i could die, well i will die and be reborn...

The owl, shows me of the hiding of my face, for me its about fear of being and showing my new powerful and wise self to the world... a big step, to own my sexuality, to be centered in the heart in love, to be free and speak my truth, to respect theother as they need, to remain myself, and not get lost in the world of mimicking and pretending because its easier, to be authentic...... i feel that a further initiation maybe required - into womanhood.


Sunday, March 10, 2013

Time out from time...




So somehow i found myself offline and off-writing, maybe even anti-writing for about 6 long intense months of spiritual development and psychic insight.  I left samaya ashram in the bush @ byron bay hinterlands in november after 6 months of seeing my lifes path revealed.  During this time i began to develop compassion for myself and my life path and also for others. In saying this, it is now i am aware that i watch when 'my heart steams and fires' and now that I gratefully begin to move towards prayer and communion... ' Now i know that when i move the wrong or right way, a flood can form... this path is not for the faint hearted.  Gather your courage because forwards we need to go.


Chrisitian mysticism presented me with the practical insight into how the goodness and badness of The Christian doctrine deeply affected our psyche.  With power comes responsibility, and responsibility for us fragile spoilt and deeply hurt and moved ones comes either love or fear, you get to choose....so christianity and religious dogmatism imprisoned us in a static and dead book world of guilt, blame and shame, harmed our minds and hearts for eternity, and to free us from this, especially us inferior yogis, is a long and challenging process, that sometimes more than one person can face, for one person is in fact connected to the sacred heart and energy system and consciousness of the all.  [dont believe me- oh, thats power]

So during this time i began to differentiate between 'my own' heart and 'my own' mind, my own' soul' and 'my own' 'spirit, and all the time realising that the outside influences created the being i am today, and the unique path i still feel i have chosen parts of, was created by forces much much bigger than thyself...this is one of the most important teachings to date... especially for this little caged bird, who has spent years wanting to express her full self, and burns each time she passees up the opportunity to sing to the world...the journeys message.  sing. dont miss.  be.

I found that my mind was being astrally sweeped by the onsite seers @ samaya ashram, i was patiently waiting, trying to fulfill the desires of my soul to keep up, to let go of the mad concoction of the worlds mind.  THis lifes past was put into the light, with projections and illusions all demonstrated before my eyes.  Dreams i had were seen, with the blockage carefully portrayed, blockages to dreams, parental influence, friends, habits and addictions of mine, as taking the place in time of things i really wanted.

Osho said in one of his books
that ' a buddha without compassion can be a great calamity for the world.'

My passage to osho began back at the beginninng of 2011 when i feel i was being guided to him, his teachings and his people, 'the surrendered love beings,' and it wasnt until march 2012 that i made it there.. I made it to goa, and on to pune, after completing a world trip. I had been consistently cleaning myself and trying to spread the love in every step through healing myself and walking in a vibration of  love.  The great oracle osho guided me that iwas holding onto alot of un necessary pain and hurt and that i needed to let go of  - so that i can have full faith that i can authentically teach or guide others..